It feels brighter this year than last Laughter of lovers—an unwelcome melody to my ears The department store's display window, a crowd choosing presents I feel like I'm in a different world, sighing as my breath fades away **(Chorus)** Once again this year, my calendar is blank It’s okay, I’m just my usual self, not bothered at all Behind my bravado, there’s a hidden wish, just one Oh Santa, if I may be greedy, please bring me a wonderful person **(Verse 2)** My SNS timeline is filled with happy photos Reservations for cake, dinner spots—things that don’t concern me I tell myself I’m not jealous, but A tiny light deep within my heart is blinking erratically **(Chorus)** Once again this year, my calendar is blank It’s okay, I’m just my usual self, not bothered at all Behind my bravado, there’s a hidden wish, just one Oh Santa, if I may be greedy, please bring me a wonderful person **(Bridge)** On snowy nights, I can be a little honest Like Cinderella until the magic wears off **(Chorus)** After all, this year my calendar is blank But I believe in the future me, I’m sure things will change Behind my bravado, there’s a hidden wish—will it come true? Oh Santa, I won’t ask for much, I’m just a little hopeful **(Outro)** Merry Christmas, whispered to no one in particular A small wish, softly murmured ---